My sweet grandparents are declining...it aches to even write about it...their home is not what it used to be, and it saddens me more than I want to say. I have the very best memories of them as a child, youth, young adult, and now as an adult. They have never ceased to amaze me and I wish my children could have many more years with them in their lives. My grandparents adore my children, and there is a love between them that I cannot describe. I feel the luckiest to have them.
This last trip was the most difficult for me. Being pregnant this time around hasn't been the most fun...I am working hard to not complain about it- but there are days that I could happily forget! Things that have never bothered me before drive me crazy- foods I love I can barely look at- tap water is a near gag experience- as is teeth brushing!- and my allergies are at a height that is nearly unbearable- especially at their house- and so, I sneezed and blew my nose more times than I can count- it was misery. Not to mention that the smells of a cooped up house (they are older and don't open windows!!) - I opened every single one of them! Anyway, that was hard, and then the saying goodbye was hard. I don't know if I will make it up there before the baby- but even when that time comes, I doubt I will be able to stay there- it is sad to think about.
That depressing stuff being said...we managed to have a wonderful trip while we were there- the girls played in the leaves on the farm, and with the horses in the pasture. The weather was near perfection and the sun was radiant. We sat out on the deck on Sunday and I didn't want to leave.
On a side-note: Leah found these 2 caterpillars that she lovingly put in a jar and took care of the whole time we were there. Sadly, a couple days after we got home- they died...Leah was devastated- she had high hopes for them- and when they curled up and didn't uncurl, we knew it was not good. She released them into a tree in our yard- from which they didn't move...nice try, Leah- your love should've been enough to save them- you are so sweet to try.


